That’s a very good question, what is karma and how does it
affect us?
Karma is generally thought of as good or bad, the good being
the good deeds you do during your life. the bad being the bad things you
do during your life. This sometimes is thought of as being carried over from
past lives, especially the bad Karma. So that if during a lifetime we do lots
of 'bad' deeds we then suffer the ill effects in our next life. In our next
life we are then punished by having 'un-good' things happen or have some
ailments punishing us for these 'bad deeds'. With these effected we must
balance our Karma or even get into credit by performing more good deeds than
bad.
If we look at this from a slightly different point of view,
that life is full of experiences and from this human point of view we term some
experiences as good and some as bad.
Are we really able to say some acts or experiences are good
and some are bad?
At times some of the experiences we go through are termed as
bad, and yet later in our lives, as we look back they can be some of the best
things that have happened to us. If we could only have seen the bigger picture
at the time, we could look at things differently.
Life is full of experiences and yet we continually put the
good or bad connotation on these experiences. Experiences are just experiences
in life and yet we term some as 'bad' and then hold on to that bad emotion. We
tend to hold on to this 'bad' emotion as either a trauma, or just a 'bad' time
in our life.
After this 'bad' event we very often believe we have let it
go, that it does not effect us anymore. The reality is that we mostly store
these 'bad' experiences in our bodies and in our subconscious minds. These
'bad' events turn into rules in our subconscious mind. rules that tell us if
'x' happens then 'y' is the result. As we believe that 'y' will happen we
organise or even sabotage our life so that 'y' will be
the end result.
The more 'bad' experiences we have the more we sabotage or
program our minds to expect negative events to happen to us. This negative
programming becomes the 'rules' of our lives and along with our belief that we
have done wrong, we punish ourselves, which creates more trauma, creating more
negative programming.
What does this have to do with Karma?
If we look at the experiences we go through life. The 'bad'
or negative things that we believe happen to us and the rules we create for
ourselves; the burden of which could be considered as Karma.
This burden weights us down. It is like a sack our
back. When we are born we have an empty sack, as we go through life we
start to put all our 'bad' or negative experiences in that sack 'forgetting
them', or so we think. Then we draw to us another 'bad' or negative experience
to us and the guilt factor comes into play. Because of the 'bad' or negative
things that have happened previously in our lives, the rules we have made we
feel guilt. Initially we repress this guilt and put it in our sack.
Sometimes this guilt stays repressed for years, in other circumstances it keeps
niggling in the back of our minds.
No matter which way it happens it holds us back.
Any 'bad' or negative thought stops us from creating 'good' or positive
thoughts. Therefore we are, even if subconsciously, holding ourselves back, or
sabotaging ourselves.